hmm..nak citer pjg pun dah takde maknanya....sbb in 3 wks i'll leave the current company i'll be working in. Baru 4 bulan keje situ dah nak berenti....haha. Bkn sbb ape, i just don't like the job. But i love penang..it's just the job that didn't suit me at all. Bukan nk mengkomplen ke ape, tp the expected was just too high, sampai kdg2 tak tercapai dek akal ku utk melaksanakan kerja2 ku. And the workload i tell you is just not normal, i came home late everyday, sometimes at 10++ pm, and some more need to come over weekend to finish the work. And worst, i didn't know where my job is leading me to, i mean in the sense of satisfactory and for the sake of my future, which i already planned earlier. It seems like when i stay at this department, my plan just go nowhere, and can never be fullfilled. I didn't satisfied at all at this department, eventhough i closed quite a lot of issues, customer complaint, reports....hmm, still mcm xde satisfaction, i don't think i did well, mm, ntah la, too complicated to explain, only the ppl around me actually understand the situation being hired in this department. Surprisingly, most of the colleague from other dpmt did approached me and said, you made a good decision. Since you are fresh grad, just go somewhere else too gain o strengthen other knowledge, not just stay in this department, handling customer complaints, prepare reports and other paperworks which very important awaiting my approval and i think, i am not yet ready for such big responsibility....maybe it's now too early for me complaining all these, but i did some deliberation and i realize this is not what i want. hahaa, i am now act babbling. Just ignore it!
The bottom line, my last day in this company is on 9th Oct. Act got one interview in Penang, tp setelah berpikir2, alang2 pindah, baik terus pindah dekat ngn my parents. Will move to Shah Alam, it's nearer to my parents house, make me happy as i can go back to hometown even every week! heheee...but i am sure, the other responsibility is waiting for sure, the hardship has not been identified as yet. Takpelah, at least, i know i can learn something la kt sini yg boleh membawa kpd satisfaction. Just wait and see lah. Tension2 keje pun at least takyah dtg weekend, and most important thing boleh balik kampung selalu jenguk mak and abah.....
Still i will miss Penang, all my friends which i kenal thru my housemate, thx to her anyway for make my circle of friend bigger. And they are very interesting ppl i would say, just interesting to hang out with all of them. A gila-gila punya perangai are there....and i'll miss to lepak with them definitely.
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